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FIRE - Passion
 
“Since the dawn of humankind, we have been fascinated by fire. As soon as early humans were able to make fire, it changed our lifestyle dramatically. Through its capacity to generate heat and light, fire made it possible to cook food, stay warm in cooler climates, and keep predators away at night. And of course, that huge furnace called the sun is the spark of Life here on Earth, bringing not only the necessary warmth of this incredibly huge ball of fire, but also the life-giving fays of light emitted by that fire. 
 
In this card, a man is enacting an ancient ceremonial fire dance originating from Samoa, at one time performed to ignite the passion  of warriors before battle. Fire can inspire other passions as well. We speak of being “on fire” or “catching fire,” phrases signifying that we possess an intense desire or enthusiasm for something. No wonder that passion has come to be associated with fire.

What are your passions? What turns you on? What ignites that inner flame, that creative spark? When you feel devoid of passion, consider what is missing in your life. It is most likely an absence of “fire in your belly,” something that makes your heart beat faster and quickens your breathing. Passion is not something that comes from outside of you, although some events and circumstances can trigger it. It is an intensity of feeling, whether quietly experienced or enthusiastically expressed.
Passion can simply be a strong feeling, or the sensation itself can be so powerful that it motivates you to act. This is too often associated exclusively with sexuality, which is certainly one way of experiencing it, yet it limits its meaning and demeans the broader possibilities. Open yourself to the truth of what you are passionate about, and find a means to express it.”
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Minä kaipaa tulta ja tappuraa, intohimoakin. Olen nukkuja. Onko täällä ketään toista nukkujaa? Eilen saavuin töistä noin klo 16.30. Tämän jälkeen söin hieman ruokaa ja menin nukkumaan. Olen ollut kuoleman väsynyt. MITÄÄN en saa aikaiseksi. Tätä on jatkunut jo viikkoja. Ja siis oikeasti - nukuin koko illan. Välillä KÄVIN ylhäällä, koska laitoin kovan ponnistelun päätteeksi pyykit kuivumaan ja tein iltapesun, vaikka viime viikolla nukuin yksi yö meikit naamassa aamuun saakka - mitä en koskaan oikeasti tee. Olen vaan niin väsynyt.
Verikokeet on otettu, niissä ei ollut häikkää (pieni verenkuva). Näin ollen kilpirauhassairaudet on poissuljettu. Mitä jää jäljelle?
- ylilihavuus
-syysmasennus
- masennus
Töitä kuitenkin saan tehtyä joten kuten, siellä en nyt IHAN toimetonna ole. Mutta siihen se sitten jääkin.
Tänään taas kesärenkailla töihin.
Herran Haltuun.
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